It's spring! ...but I'm not feeling very spring like.
Work is a little tiring, but at least it's getting me out of the house.
My only activity...
I'm so bored, tonight, this week, all the time. With this town, with my life, with everything!
I wish things could be easier, simpler but I can't change the way I feel, nor can I suddenly become this different person.
My only joy, to spend money...but as my computer crashes on me again, taking at least 15 minutes to sort itself out, I realise I need to stop spending and to start saving more. I can see I need a new laptop for one thing, then of course there's the new phone...and maybe the chance to get out of this humdrum town, even if just for a little while.
It's not going to happen though, when do I ever do anything different?
I'll just float on through life, as usual, hoping something good might happen for a change, something to make life that little bit nicer...
but it won't.
It never does.
Work is a little tiring, but at least it's getting me out of the house.
My only activity...
I'm so bored, tonight, this week, all the time. With this town, with my life, with everything!
I wish things could be easier, simpler but I can't change the way I feel, nor can I suddenly become this different person.
My only joy, to spend money...but as my computer crashes on me again, taking at least 15 minutes to sort itself out, I realise I need to stop spending and to start saving more. I can see I need a new laptop for one thing, then of course there's the new phone...and maybe the chance to get out of this humdrum town, even if just for a little while.
It's not going to happen though, when do I ever do anything different?
I'll just float on through life, as usual, hoping something good might happen for a change, something to make life that little bit nicer...
but it won't.
It never does.
