Crappy day

I'm learning that you get nowhere by being nice.
Being arrogant, selfish, obnoxious and generally acting like a complete arse seems to bring popularity and success. Yay!
I'm sick of being talked down to, I try to be polite and look out for others and what do I get in return?

Anyway, I have no life...just another wishlist:

I got all the Rilakkuma things, I even found more on ebay and Janetstore.
I love that little bear, my collection is getting a little too big...and expensive!
I still want the Gloomy cushion but I keep finding other things I like...I should be saving for an iPhone ><

On a completely different note, why is it that every tv show I like is getting cancelled?
Now I've heard My Name is Earl has been canned!!
Next it'll be Heroes, I bet.

I have nothing interesting to write about. Things are crap right now, on so many levels.
I need a break, an escape...but there's nowhere to go.
I'm stuck in a rut and I can't get out!
Help.

wishlist

Pushing Daisies

Gone forever..and I can't help but feel like the ending was a bit of a cop out!
Of course, it wasn't their fault... as far as I'm aware, the final episode had to be edited at the last minute to be less of a 'cliffhanger' but still, why the hell did it have to be canceled in the first place?!
So many unanswered questions, I feel a little let down...and I'm certainly going to miss the pie maker.
I read there's talks about a comic book or a movie but I get the feeling talking about it is as far as it will get.
Why do all the good shows get canceled when there's still so much garbage on tv?!

GOFF

It's nice to finally chill, sitting here in my leggings, an oversized band tee and big hello kitty socks, munching on some rather delicious berry Pocky. My day has been mega stressful, there was so much to do which wasn't helped by the unusually large amount of customers wandering around.
Just to add to my stress is this awful weather!!
When I say awful, I am referring to what everyone else thinks is glorious!
All I've heard all day is how wonderful the sunshine is.
The sun gives me headaches and the heat makes me feel like I'm going to faint.
Besides, what's great about feeling hot, stuffy and sweaty?
I say...bring on the rain!
If I'm finding this unbearable already, how on earth am I going to cope with the summer?!
I think I should immigrate to the North Pole!

ever the optimist

It's spring! ...but I'm not feeling very spring like.
Work is a little tiring, but at least it's getting me out of the house.
My only activity...
I'm so bored, tonight, this week, all the time. With this town, with my life, with everything!
I wish things could be easier, simpler but I can't change the way I feel, nor can I suddenly become this different person.
My only joy, to spend money...but as my computer crashes on me again, taking at least 15 minutes to sort itself out, I realise I need to stop spending and to start saving more. I can see I need a new laptop for one thing, then of course there's the new phone...and maybe the chance to get out of this humdrum town, even if just for a little while.
It's not going to happen though, when do I ever do anything different?
I'll just float on through life, as usual, hoping something good might happen for a change, something to make life that little bit nicer...
but it won't.
It never does.

happy birthday..

to me.
Sitting at home alone, waiting for an unknown parcel to be delivered.
I've been awake since 7am, wondering whether I'd be stuck in all day or not...
and so far, the answer is yes!!
Possibly time for my third tea, maybe a sandwich.
How exciting, feels like any old day, except for the presents this morning.

To add to my birthday dismay, my attempt to make cupcakes was a disaster.
Being an idiot, I wrote down the icing recipe wrong...added two table spoons of water (should have been tea spoons) and a little too much red food colouring, so now my potentially adorable, yummy cupcakes have turned into scary, runny blood cakes ¬-¬
They taste nice, but how disheartening the whole thing was.
I don't know if I'll attempt baking again.

On another note, I've got a bit of an urge to buy jewellery!
I'm so sick of wearing the same old things and I want something a little bit different, a bit funky!
I've discovered 'Tatty Devine'
For the most part, it's a little expensive for me...especially this amazing necklace:
at a breathtaking £96!!!
However, I've seen this:and at £22, it's a little more my price range.
Would I wear it though?

monster